hi internet!

i stayed home from work today. i didn't have any particular reasons to - at least, not any that would actually warrant calling off. i was extra tired, had no energy drink this morning, and low on clean laundry.. but i still could've made it to work. every time i call in, i feel this pervasive sense of guilt. i like to think my job is an important one. an entire school's worth of technology falls on my back. but don't i deserve a day off every once in a while?

i've been working on my website this morning. i made a lot of really silly mistakes in trying to get some specific things working, but i think i've straightened out a lot of the kinks. the day is still young, so i'm probably going to be hammering away at this a little more. hell, maybe i'll even get it to a state where i feel comfortable publishing it to neocities?

UPDATE AS OF 6PM: holy SHIT have i gotten a lot of work on here done. currently hanging out with my boyfriend, dad is on his way back home with culvers.. life is good. i'm supposed to have therapy in.. *checks watch* right now, but my therapist hasn't gotten back to me on if we're still good for today? so i'm -

yeah, right in the middle of writing that paragraph i got the text from my therapist to hop on our video appointment. that went well! things are going well, i think. i know yesterday i was being a lil dramatic about how i can't figure out what i want for a career, but my therapist helped assuage some of that - i think my plan for next semester is to switch to an undecided major and take a couple of classes in different areas to see what i jive with. the current majors candidates:

• english
• communications
• web dev
• journalism

smth like that! we'll see how things go, i'll be sure to keep you guys updated. anyways, i'm gonna go polish off some other things around here and then post these updates to neocities. see you all tomorrow! :))